Mustard Gas and Roses

You're a very insecure girl with the mind of artist at play. You often try to distance yourself from others, and you over-think many things. Truth be told, you care a lot; too much- if that's possible. You go through life somewhat numb, but you always manage to dedicate yourself to things, and you feel that ends up backfiring at you in ways later. You feel wanted by people, but not the right person. You're a quiet lass, with the biggest personality. You often limit yourself on how you flaunt that with others, though. Your age is not the age you feel your mentality is at, but you can also be immature. You often like drowning the world's reality out. You do this with your art, and music. You listen to music quite a lot, and tumblr makes you feel as if your pain isn't so intense. Though you may smile and laugh, you often have thoughts where you feel your smile start to crack, and your happiness fade. Your parents don't know what you're feeling, often. You question yourself too much, and that causes too many doubts for you. You're confused by life often, and you don't feel original. You feel you're made up of everyone you've ever known.